Mr. Perfect

At five years old I received my first Barbie, this beautiful doll, who always smiles and has this perfect house, and perfect car.. and although she was all alone in this huge house Barbie still smiled. A few weeks later Ken came, and he was just as beautiful as Barbie, and he always smiled and Barbie's perfect home and car became his. They became this perfect image of happiness. I mean they smiled a part but together they did more than smiled they glowed.. and at the age of five I knew that this is what I wanted... someone to make me glow..

I do believe someone can be perfect, and that sound weird but love itself is weird. Love hurts you, changes you, makes you vulnerable, makes you crazy, it tests you. But when you find that one person who you truly love and they truly loves you.. they become perfect. Despite their flaws, despite the arguments, no matter the ups and down, in and outs they complete you. Once you have made a life with them it puzzles you how life was before them..


So Mr. Perfect know that I am inpatient at times, emotional, I'm going to want you around a lot, and I'm going to need affection, kisses just because, hugs to reassure me.. I can be insecure and even though I do trust you, I know females who don't have boundaries and don't care.. Know that I will be by your side no matter what, that I will come running when you need me, I will protect you at all cost and I will love you unconditionally. I know I will be good enough for you if your him, because to you I will be her and I know together we will glow.. yea we will have problems what perfect union doesn't (Barbie and Ken's closet couldn't fit all their clothes but they worked it out).. But I promise to be here no matter what, don't take advantage of that though because that would hurt me and why would you want to hurt me? I'm here Mr. Perfect waiting on you to step up to the plate, to move forward into a new chapter leaving the old ones in the past..

~*~ Love Always ~*~